Saturday, May 09, 2009
The Happenings: The Affair It Should Was
Dear diary,

I have small confession to make which I have been keeping for a long, long time without anyone knowledge. I am in a relationship.

Here is the catch; the woman is married and have 3 children. Did I also mention she is wayyyyy older? Like wtf old.

As the saying says, love is blind. And I am afraid I have fallen in the trap of these saying.

As the time goes, little did I realise that I have been spending more time with her from my usually days.

Few months has passed. I never fail to be with her after her husband leaves her to KL every morning as his working place is there.

Till late evening, I will be with her. Be it lunch, shopping, evening jogs, watching movies and at time, staying overnight.

Initially it was hard but as time pass, I just want to spend more and more time with her and eventually, we began sharing things emotionally. Feeling goes in and out.

There were sad moments, there were angry moments but mostly there are happy moments.

But the last one month was the best I ever had. Every time spent was cherished together. Every conversations were full with happiness and laughter. Breakfast, lunches and sometimes dinners is the time where I would always look forward to.

With all that, every problems I had, every worries I go through will just fade away.

I am, I still and I will always look forward to spend time with her.

Starting my day wouldnt be anymore perfect, seeing her having her breakfast in front of the television, with me sitting beside her asking the same usual thing everyday, without fail.

"Ma, whats for lunch today?"

;)

Happy Mothers Day.

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Monday, April 13, 2009
The Announcement: Its a Chipsmore Life


I will be back soon. Promise.
The rollercoaster ride is still going on so bear me for the time being.
;)

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Monday, January 12, 2009
The Daily: Shortest One So Far. Yet.
I am


HOME.


Fuh seronok. I mean like all the sudden I am missing home lar, despite going back every weekend for short semester wtf.

But then again, this short sem pecah record. Didnt go back every week. Achievement sial.

:D.

Ok hitting the bed now. Told you this entry going to be short wtf.

P.S. - Its only 11 days after 2009 and I am getting popular wtf damn perasan. I was mentioned here, here and here. Achievement wei wtf.

P.P.S - Youth'09 SUCKS big time. Esok aku tulis wtf.

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Thursday, January 01, 2009
2009: The First Post
In 2008, I...

- went for my first ever bloggers gathering at The Gardens and met a few known bloggers like Jason Goh, Rames and many more. Met Jacqueline, who is apparently a friends sister in campus and I didnt realise the friend is one of my close ones.





-bought myself an Oakley glasses at a very cheap price. Some inside story wtf. :D

-saw one of the worst accidents in my life, when a friends car hit a Mercedes in front followed by a van hitting at the back of the car. Fortunately, all are safe with light injuries.




-Taxed myself with 6 subjects in 2nd year, 3rd semester. Big mistake.

-Celebrated birthdays in campus.




-celebrated more birthdays.


-Had trust issues.

-Witnessed the passing of a friend due to cancer.



-Lost the only chance (for now wtf) of getting a sponsored tattoo as I attended my friend's burial.

-saw a lot of people dying.

-saw a lot of people getting married.

-saw a lot of marriage break-ups, two of them are from my own family.

-saw a huge trend of people getting new handphones. Biggest surprise goes to Winston, as he's been telling everyone to change phones after he himself got one whereas telling everyone the durability of his old phone before changing it.

-saw a sharp increase of bloggers, most of them are my peers in the campus.

-TEB and TPB join the blogging bug.

-went to Malacca after almost 2 years but for the wrong purpose: attending GACC. Met Jacqueline for the second time there with her 2 friends. also saw the 'famous' Ixora apartment in fire.



-Unofficially became the source of the Malaysian Dreamgirl season 1 in the campus, where this place here is mostly read in most updates of it and also because of the support of my friend, Valerie Ebal, who is one of the top 12 finalist.

-went to the Malaysian Dreamgirl Finale Night at One Utama. Met Andrew (ex-MESCORP senior) who was my unofficial photographer and also Mayz. Also met the judges of the competition, Elaine Daly, Lim Jimmy and Kenny Sia and also other prominent bloggers, namely Shaolin Tiger, Joyce Wong and without realizing, Kim Ong.






-had an assignment photo shoot for TPB with Fiqa, one of the finalist from Malaysian Dreamgirl who TPB made her as the muse.




-Witnessed the University's greatest loss in 10 years and TM's biggest mistake; President Gauth Jasmon leaving speech.


-Witnessed another one of the University's greatest loss and another TM's biggest mistake; new president Zaharin welcoming speech.

-had a simple yet unmemorable 21st birthday party with friends and family back at home in Seremban. Simple because it is low cost, unmemorable because TPB accidently deleted all the photos taken on that day.

-got myself a tongue piercing a week after my birthday party, which initially thought to be my last piercing.



-attended my second bloggers gathering at The Apartment KLCC. Met Robb, Sultan Muzaffar and Mira. Met Jacqueline for the 3rd time of the year.


-doing crazy stuff with friends. Like once we supposed to have dinner at Seri Kembangan but ended up in Bukit Bintang for other purposes.





-witness another first in my life: breaking up a friendship, something which I never expected to happened and never expected me making the move to do it.

-prior to that, I started filtering friends. Another first.

-became closer to someone I never expected to be my close friend.

-gained a new title: ManBitch from two of my close friends who are bitches themselves.

-making new friends but in a very careful manner.

-made more blogging friends and surprisingly keeping in touch with them.

-brought the Coopers (Hatchback,Hatchback S, Clubman, Clubman S) from Bukit Bintang to Cyberjaya for some series of test in 160kmh++, fastest speed I ever driven in a car (for now).



-met this girl after 2 years of communication in her blog, only to know that she's leaving the country very soon.




-saw the power of Facebook. As a result: met back a friend who lost in touch for 12 years.

-was selected to be a contributor for Youthsays 'Real Voices' project. Made friends with a few bloggers throughout the period of contribution.

-starting to get comfortable with who I am.

-been spreading more love wtf.



-met some I like coz I think shes cute wtf. Took her number but not keeping in touch.



-joined the Red Crescent Society in campus after leaving it for almost 4 years. Met a lot of new people there.

-Also responsible for forming an unofficial group with a few juniors for the fun sake: GAYS.TM. Unsurprisingly, none are gay but not sure whether there are any bisexuals or not. :D. And a disclaimer: the group is not related sexually wtf.


-had one of the best Christmas Eve outing with GAYS.TM and other Red Crescent Members,








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So thats my 2008. Or something like that lar.

We have the ups, we have the down. But thats life. It will be like that.

Its a game of cards.

:)

Happy New Year people.
Have a good one. ;)

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
The Returning: Unfinished Business wtf
*blows dust away from blog wtf*

At one time, tagging people was a fun thing to do.
Until at one point, you just get too bored with it because all looks the same only wtf.

OK lar. I am doing one since I havent do one for quite a long time, people have been tagging me like ages wtf and a cover up for new updates wtf.

Nadia, I have done yours in english before so am not doing it k? And Lyana dear, I am not staying in a room. Currently I am staying in office wtf. Come over to my place and you will know. So cant do your tag as well.

Only Shea's can be used :D

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1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
-bitch partners. :D

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
* hot. :D
* a person who can really share your thoughts with.
* straight forward.
* loud at times.
* bitchy. XD

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
-If this can be counted as one. I first met her in my foundation year for an event with her cousin who is my classmate back then and had a bad impression on her with her attitude. I met her again weeks (or months. cant remember wtf.) later at the food court, with her having her lunch alone and me rushing to class. I just turn at look at her, never expect any reaction on her but she smiled at me in a friendly way. We became closer all thanks to myspace, where we were communicating in there during the first few weeks in the first year. And we met up in Sparc's first event and became closer from there onwards. So much for photographic memory wtf. :D

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
-in MNTA's meeting when Syafiq was disturbing her and expected my back up. She say I should back her up cause she's my best friend. That really touched me. *wipes tears wtf terharu konon*

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
- no chance. According to Bitch Rule No. 27488, a bitch cant be in love with another bitch to avoid the world destruction. XD

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
-of course sad lar! like wtf. buy hey, we started quiet bad but look where are we now. you think got chance one meh? *touch wood*

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
-nothing. being herself is more than enough. and refer number 5.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
-misunderstanding? That could be the only reason lar. But still. *touch wood*

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
-be with her. remind me to spen more time with her. hard to see her these days.

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
-no words can describe her. she's unique. *hugs*

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
-dunno. tell me what you think as I know, I am loud, I have a potty mouth, I am talkative, a bit annoying and many more. That makes me me. *beams*

12. The character of you for yourself is?
-an individual? I dont see why I should change for the sake of other people.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
-nothing. I heart myself. *hugs self wtf*

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
-*looks at the mirror* that guy in the mirror can? XD

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
-got one meh? XD To all my friends, darlings, enemies wtf, you made me who I am today (in some part lar wtf) and make me happy everytime when I am here. You know who you are. Thanks. *hugs*

16. Ten people to tag:
1. TPB (he will not do it. has no blog wtf)
2. TEB ( will give more excuses wtf)
3. The Lesbian Whore @ Ayam
4. That Emoe Keed @ Vampyre
5. JJ Noisy Kid
6. Albert aka multitasker wtf
7. Lawrence Lee "my life is penuh with drama wtf"
8. Chun Kit the budak kecil
9. Zatyness
10. Weener Alia

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
-not sure. he is saying he is single but my family and I highly doubt that wtf.

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
-the name says it. FEMALE LAR DUH.

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
-HELL NO. Lawrence and Alia? You gotta be kidding me.

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
-Chun Kit and JJ? Well as far as I am concerned, no too. Not because they are guys and it wont work wtf, naturally it will just NOT WORK. JJ's is full of jokes. Nobody took him seriously. XD

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
-TPB? Multimedia. And photography. He has too or else I will change his name again wtf.

22. Is no. 4 single?
-be surprised. NO.

23. Say something about no. 6
-like the name says, multitasker. a bit stubborn. sometimes assume things a bit too much. thats the cons. on the pros, very capable. a nice guy to hang and talk with. and understanding too. he will make sure everyone is not missing out in a group (sometimes lar wtf) will always make the situation happening. got more but dont want to say. nnt ade orang perasan lebih wtf can die.



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Today TPB brought something which I really hated. An iPhone. Apperently his friend doesnt like to use it (then why buy it at the first place? bodoh betul wtf) hence, lending it to TPB since budak FCM Poyo want everything he have to be Apple. Like seriously.

I wont be surprised that in his three years here, he will get that iMac or the iBook. IF he buys himself I dont mind but if The Father buys it I will throw a bitch fit. Even then, I dont care lar. All I want is an iDrive. :D

So, the iPhone. Till today I will never get it why anyone has to buy one. Keep it aside it is an Apple product, for a phone it is really shitty. I felt Apple created it just to enter the mobile ohne market and didnt put any effort on it. Or else then why the iPod Touch looks the same?

Mentioning that, that is a better buy. It has everyting the phone has except calling functions. And cheaper too.

Another thing I cant abhor is that some of my friends are willing to throw their cash buying it than other better alternatives. Its like buying an expensive basic Toyota over a top spec cheaper Proton, with both having the same quality control but yet buy the Toyota because the badge.

Trust me, I have seen many Malaysians doing that. I dont know where to bang my head, knowing how stupid they are.

I myself reviewed the iPhone. Before it came out, I somehow knew it is going to be bad. When it came out and tested it, I was indeed right.

Userfriendly, yes boleh tahan. But overall, no its not good. If any of my friends is going to buy it I will seriously smack their head and bring them to sanity wtf.

But then, that didnt stop it getting good reviews from the other reviewers, most of them are Apple lovers.


my arse lar they dont say. or you just didnt bother asking. tuik





While searching around for some pictures, this came across me.

Ladies and gentlemen, the best iPhone review. Ever.





ya allah nak tergelak aku.

XD

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Saturday, November 29, 2008
The Returning (again): The New Project.
I am sorry I abandoned this blog for quite a time.

I know, I deserved to be stoned to death wtf.

But hey, I am busy in a new way.

Proud to say this, I am one of the 50 young Malaysians selected by YouthSays! to participate in this program.






I cant be any happier!!

I just filled up a survey in their homepage. You know, just for luck sake lar.

They called me two weeks later while I was napping in front of my laptop telling me that I am selected and my assignment starts after the conversation wtf.

Of course I was stoned lar at that moment. They even called me for three times before I answered the call wtf.

Right now, 7 chapters are already out with the 7th chapter just released today!

I am really2 happy. I always has a passion for writing and this came.

The blog which I am writing is open for the public to read. But for now, I will hold on the link.

In a meantime, I will update here maybe a little.....less.

So be patience lar k?

:D

Wish me luck!

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Thursday, October 30, 2008
The Returning: :D
Hai people. I is back.

:D

Which means the finals has ended. Successful or not is another different thing, as MMU is one uni which often gives their students surprises of heart attack every semester without fail.

As for me, it is just the another same old bitchy semester.

But I learned a lot of stuffs too. Which I couldnt bother them initially.


For instance:

  • (disclaimer: I worte kinda a lot here, only to realiase technology screwed my ass. Thanks a lot, sensitive keyboard keys.Hint: the delete key. T_______T. Will update sooner if I remember wtf.)

All that is in campus events. Back at home:

  • I found out VPL stands for Visible Panty Line from TEB. He explains that is the reasons why most models wear G-Strings/thongs. My mother was more than impressed.

  • TPB surprised all of us with the news of McDonalds is offering cekodok for their raya period, only to find out later that they were Spicy McNuggets thanks to the phamplet we got from the newspaper. So much for design interperation.


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Deepavalli is coming soon and of course, me and my brothers are all over for the preparation lar.

Upon reaching home after coming back the other day, TEB has listed the things among all of us at home with the stuffs we all have to do for the week till the deepavalli eve.

Never I thought for a normal sized single story semi-detached house, there is a lot of stuffs to do. Thank god The Father sold the double story house he bought earlier or else sure can die.

For the past 3 days, we all cleaned the house, arranged the study room, threw unneccesary stuffs, wash the curtains, yada yada you know the stuffs wtf.

And of course, the normal delicacies for deepavalli is done too. And I risked myself helping The Mother as I am hairy and I had a few moments burning my hairs on my hand hair wtf last time on a certain different occassions and I dont want to go thru again.

I was save for this time.

Yesterday we spent the day shopping for new clothes. But being typical Malaysians what planned earlier tak menjadi.

We ended up shopping in Seremban wtf.

And I am kinda dissapointed but like a childs story book there is sad moments and happy ending wtf.

Sad moment first. We went to shop the traditional clothings first. To the record this year was the fastest we have ever done wtf. Usually every year we will spent on average 3 hours there. Just to select the clothes.

Yesterday all is done around 2 hours, which includes dad paying it up. Which means the selection process was super fast wtf.

The Mother, TPB and TEB saw what they like, took it, tried it and happy coz they got what they want. Perfect.

Me? I took two sets which I like, tried it and it was so big I dont have to wear pants wtf.

Then I took another smaller set and it was also the same.

T__________T

All those are in my favorite color. Damn tension.

Which left me no choice, I took one which look grander than all I tried and also better than TPBs and TEB. Grander in sense of the color, material used and also the price wtf.

And it fits me perfectly wtf.

Thank God The Father said nothing about the price as he said he is paying it (like duh?) and also there is super high discounts wtf. Mind you Indian traditional attires dont come cheap, and be thankful if they offer discounts.

Asians. Everywhere go must bargain and discount one. Have you seen anyone buyings things WITHOUT bargaining?

After that, went Parkson and shopping normal new clothes. Normal as I speak is the daily everyday wearing one lar wtf.

Again I am dissapointed. No nice casual looking shirts. Tension again.

TPB like the typical flashy I-am-a-multimedia-kid type fashion or in my words, the cyber fengtau hip hop wannabe. TEBs fashion I cannot comment cause till now I dont understand what type fashion he is into.

Me? I prefer the metro plus uber sexual type fashion or in Natasha's word (which I strongly deny wtf), the full gay fashion. But allow me to clarify that she too,is joking about it and also knows that being metro or uber sexual is not being gay.

Its just being a male who cares a lot. Dont make me explain more, go Wiki it wtf.

So story short, one black jeans, two black long tees with some gray and red lines.

:D

No pink!!

Sorreh Nat. Sorreh Sara. XD

I touch my feminine side in alot other ways.

Not PINK.

XD.



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To my beloved scandal friend Jason,

Lets learn Tamil with me!!

:D

It is spelled PUNDEK, not PUNDIK.

And what does it means you ask me?

*giggleslaughs*

Vagina in tamil. XD

Also known as Pukimak in ....um I forgot.

So there you are.

Learn a new (bad) Tamil word.

From yours truly.

*rolls on the floor*

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